Monday, November 17, 2008

tHe pUppEt


Wake up

Put on my makeup

Stare in the mirror

I'm all alone

This face I stare into

For the world I put on


Long hair

Don't dare

To cut it

For fear the worlds' strings will lose

No longer a puppet

Brown skin bleached

To fade into their white symmetry


Fake lashes….CHECK!

Fake hair….CHECK!

Leave the house without mascara?

I'll never dare

For if my mask slips away

All that shall remind

Is FEAR

500 $ shoes…CHECK!

Louie V….CHECK!

Chanel, Marc, Fendi……CHECK!

Rents over due

Won't eat for a month

Gotta be thin for you…

Gotta fit in for you…


I've followed the formula to the T

Why am I still not happy with me?

How can I follow my destiny?

When THEY not I is leading me

Ask no questions

Receive no lies

This path you've chosen

Shall be your demised